Tuesday, October 9, 2007

is it really gone?????


lately i've been feeling so uninspired...i feel like im not as artistic as i was back in the day....don't get me wrong...i'm still young but i guess back in college i was in theatre school and emmersed with every kind of art you could possibly think of....i still am emmersed with art..my man is a dj and producer who makes all of his own beats and writes rhythmes to go with all of his beats...and as we speak he's probably writing something immaculate right now....
yesterday i went out to do some photography...it felt nice b/c this past year i've been in school and there was no extra time for taking photos....so my plan was that i wanted to take photos of the fall..leaves were falling, trees were changing color and so on....but once i got out there i felt as though i've done this before....i took some photos but i wasn't really in love with any of them...i just wasn' t feeling inspired at all....maybe it's my hood...cuz i've already taken so many pictures in my hood that i feel there's nothing new and exciting for me to photograph...although i kinda feel that a true artist can perform their art no matter what...so could it be that maybe the hiatus i took crippled me?? could i possibly have lost what eye i had?? i felt like before we moved to chicago and even the first month we were here i was capable of taking some awesome photos....i'm still such a youthful lady! and don't think it's my time to be washed away with the tide...i've never been a britney fan and definently don't want to join the club that she's in............

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